Monday, 31 October 2011

jgn pksa dia syg aku


Bila kita sygkan seseorg…,apa2  aje tntng dia…even kelemahan dia kita x nmpk…tpi prsaan..suka dan cinta ni x sama…like is about through your eyes…and love..is about through your ears…
Suka 2 macam….kita suka tgok muka dia,kita suka suara dia and anything about her physical appearance.But love ,the feeling is much more deeper.It’s when you feel you wish to own everthing about her.You adore he so much not only because of she’s beautiful but also her behavior and ways.sometime you don’t care about her physicals at all.it doesn’t meas her must be a pretty one..
The feeling cames instinctively,no need to see through eyes but it’s just enough ti hear something  from her….her stories,her problems,heppiness and even her sadness.Anything that has been listened through you ears will gradually generate something in your heart.Then.you minght be able to interpret…
Emm da msok 3 ari kmi ‘JARANG ‘ cntat cbb phone dia ilng… n.. mlm ni.. frst bnda ni kuar dri mulut dia…sbb dia 1 je.. slh ckp msa msj….aku trsa gk la…...cm ni..”cm ne la klo owg naik kpl nnt” msa bca msj 2… cm hncur jewr ati ni… kecai….slh aku..?? emmm slh ke x slh ke mmg ttp slh aku….aku trpkr….lyk ke aku tok dia..???
Dulu msa frst2 aku knal dia.. aku akui.. aku x trniat nk siyes…cm2 aku wt tok wt dia bnci aku… walau dlm ati aku.. aku da mula syg dia…tpi aku x brharp sngt…sbb aku tkt ag time 2..tkt  bnda lma brulng…emma…mber aku slalu kta.. aku ni ego sngt… sngup wt dia cm 2…emma kta emma tw aku syg   dia.. cma aku je yg ego…emm…mybe toi gk kot pe yg dia kta 2…aku cba smpn prsaan syg aku kt dia…smpai aku trpkr…smpai bla aku nk cm ni..np aku x trus trng kt dia..?..x slh…sama da dia nk trma or x….tu trpulng kt dia…jnji aku x mysal 1 ari nnt…..
Skrng…da nk msok 8 blan ktaowg knal…mcm2 da kta owg tmpuh…wlaupon x bnyk… but smua 2 brmkna sngt….pe yg aku lh ckp.. aku mkin knal spe dia sbnar nya…aku..?? still cm dlu kot.. cma.. aku lbih bnyk memndam pe yg aku asa…tpi spnjang 8 bln ni..tamparan yg aku x lh nk buang dri igtan n mninggl kn ksn kt ati aku.. prsoalan dia…cm ne klu dia naik kpal nnt…aku arap allah kuat kn ksbrn aku tok tmpuh smua ni…aku x lh pnting kn dri sndri…soal ati n prsaan aku.. tolak tpi jp la…sbb aku thu.. ssuatu hbgan 2.. prlu kn krjsama yg kuat.. klu aku asyk nk pkr soal ati kau.. pe yg aku trsa… aku tkt hbgn yg da trcipta ni…hncur cm 2 je….
Hbgan aku dgn dia kli ni…aku lh asa kn.. aku btoi2 nk siyes dgn dia…bnyk cbb yg aku lh kta cm ni.. antra nya..klu aku kua dgn kwn2 laki aku.. aku asa cm brslh sngt klu x bgtw dia..msj..? kdng2 2 asa cm mls je nk rply msj kwn2 aku..(yg boy la) smpai da yg kta aku da x cm dlu…n0w.. bla phone dia ilng.. asa snyi gla..kot… nk msj kwn2 pown da x da mood 2..busan gla! Ya allah…trlau syg sngt ke aku kt dia..??
X semua yg kta nk…akan kta dpat…n 1 hakikat yg prlu aku thu..cinta tu x boleh dipksa..

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